MY HEARTBREAK

BASED ON A REAL INCIDENT THAT HAPPENED TO A FRIEND OF MINE..THE INCIDENT FORMED THE BASIS OF THE THEME ON WHICH THIS PIECE OF WORK WAS WRITTEN.

 Oh lord,before you, as I pray and genuflect 

the life,you gave me, I begin to reflect.

I was blessed that among, what came as sadness 

there was something like the air of happiness.

But oh god, though you were like my guardian. 

Yet, one thing,I still know not,why you let it happen.

The thought of it hits me hard night and day

and words about it, I still don’t have words to say.

Had come in the past, a stage, also, in my life

when I thought, for myself, I must get a wife.

When she came across, just by her presence 

I thought that she was there to provide me essence.

Life had looked so colorful and bright 

and for the first time, I felt love day & night.

It looked like that I was already on cloud nine

once this girl, I had made her as mine.

She had apparently won everyone’s heart

and everyone saw her, as a family’s part.

Hence quickly was, one day arranged

a function that made us officially engaged.

Just when things were looking to fall in place 

something happened that still gives me the scares.

That was when, she made my life taken an u turn

when love for me, wasn’t there, I got to learn.

My head started to, cluelessly spin

as I knew  her heart, couldn’t win.

It was difficult to let her, from my life, go

as I had begun, to her, all my love, show.

Those days it looked as you didn’t have any care

as all things would happen, I was never aware.

Though now, I may not brood or look back

yet it reminds me something that I lack.

Slowly I rise, and towards the exit, I go

I thank the lord,for the life she show(ed).

All that I wish, If I were to fall in love again

let it last long and never let my efforts go in vain.