TRUE LOVE ONLY DIES :(

It is ironic that it is only true love that dies
as what all efforts one put would look like lies.
May be, it was evident the atmosphere of recession
which gave way for things to fall despite attraction.

It is ironic that it is only true love that dies
and leaves behind a feeling which wouldn’t be nice.
Apart from leaving on the soul and hart, a lot of scars
it makes us think being around on the surface of earth, a farce.

It is ironic that it is only true love that dies
as sometimes, efforts what one would put, wont suffice.
Just because one upholds an approach to keep it simple
would have resulted the heart and mind to get trample.

It is ironic that it is only true love that dies
hopefully which people are able to quickly realize.
Had it been that union of lovers would always be a cinch
deviation of cupid's arrow would have never made them to flinch.

WAS IT ALL A PREMONITION??

About certain things that happened not long back
it scares me out of my wits and takes me aback
as has come true most what i poured as a narration
for which i wonder was it all meant to be a premonition.

I know for sure that i dont have the power of a seer
as well as, from the heavens, voices i didn’t hear.
If could have come true what was there as imagination
it scares me as i wonder was it all meant to be a premonition.

Though in one's lifetime, happenings like these are rare
when it occurs, it suddenly makes us to think and beware.
Atleast i thought that there would be reasons for jubilation
which i wonder whether it'll be true as it wasn’t a premonition.

Hearing all what i say, may make people, on me, mock and taunt
but these issues, in my heart and mind, will stay and go to haunt.
Even though i prepare myself to face the trial and tribulation
till my last breath i'll wonder was it all meant to be a premonition.

I PROMISE, I WILL TAKE IT IN STRIDE….

Though bad luck from coming into my life, I can’t save
instead I will make efforts so that I can try and be brave.
Whatever feelings I had for you, I will start to subside
and whatever happens, I promise, I will take in stride.

Even if my heart wants to vent out a river like and cry
or if the mind thinks that its better for me to let out a sigh
all this and more, from everyone, I will try and hide
and whatever happens, I promise, I will take in stride.

I know, after you, that I’ll never have any person as my own
and I have to begin to lead life by myself and be alone.
I will still think about you, as usual, every eventide
and whatever happens, I promise, I will take in stride.

I just wish that in my next life I could woo you again
Though in this lifetime, all my efforts went in vain.
All my efforts, I will renew then so that you are my bride
and whatever happens, I promise, I will take in stride.

NICKNAMES…..

NOTE TO THE READER:

The nicknames are all abbreviated, in caps and been given different colours. So deciphering may be an impossible task.

INTRODUCTION:
To every individual, it is what has been kept as their name
which they use as a passport, to gain in life, eternal fame.
But sometimes they tend to be someone so very dear
that nicknames we keep, without much of a fear.

Though it may have been of a different range
by which the original name might’ve got change
it somehow, on the person, may get stick on
even if the person, in life, may move on.

At one time, when in love, I had fallen
I thought someone’s life I could enliven.
Now about her nicknames I write from memory
which forever, will remain in my mind’s treasury.

There used to be someone whom I knew and was like a BABY
as the innocence in her, would show on her cheeks that were chubby.

To protect her from everything, I thought was my DUTY
as there were a lot more things apart from her heavenly beauty.

As an individual, she was someone so very MAGNIFICIENT
that in her eyes, I thought I had seen my future and present

I knew that I had to accept her in totality as a PERSON
and thought she was there more than a reason or season.

I was bowled over by what she had as SIMPLICITY
apart from displaying, what she had as humility.

Every night and day, for her used to beat my HEART
and not even for a while, feelings wouldn’t depart.

Her love, that she offered, was so very PURE
and always she used to tell that “I’ll be your(s).

So I used to, for her presence, just YEARN
as I always wanted to show her my concern.

In so many ways, she had proved that she had TALENT
which everyone around her knew as it was evident.

Being with her used to make me feel like DIVINE
as I hoped that she would take me to cloud nine.

I had heard lots about her, as a personification of KINDNESS
by which there were many more people who had got impress.

So I thought that I was lucky that I had got someone RARE
and felt that forever that I too must show her some care.

By saying those three special words, I wanted to make her SPECIAL
and to lead life on my own, I knew that she was going to be vital.

Yet, came the unfortunate day when, for me, I thought was PERFECT
thought to move on in life and all my proposals, to just reject.

CONCLUSION:
Now that someone has gone really far away
It is only memories that are out to stay.
only by these names that the heart has got touch
as they serve a reminder about someone who meant so much.

GOOD BYE 2008...

The year, for me, that had started off with a bang
wherein one and all, my praises, wished for and had sang
as i embarked on my professional life for a new date
which now i want to forget before i say bye to 2008.

Guess my intuition had made realize that i was wrong
as i was not meant to, in that new place, belong.
I realized that i had a done a mistake too late
and now i must forget before i say bye to 2008.

Then came the time when i said adieu to a place
that was known from long by being on a fast pace,
Maybe to come back to my roots was always there as fate
and that too before came the end to the year 2008.

For something special, from long, I used to always want
and as a prayer, i always used to repeatedly chant.
Unfortunately this year, i got trapped by wrong bait
which has left me sulking as i say good bye to 2008.

I had a hard and terrible time standing on my feet
as to do that, was going to be a miraculous feat.
Though i somehow succeeded, still i feel irate
which i must forget before i say bye to 2008.

In so many ways, as usual, I was out to err
and in the process, in different ways, had to suffer.
Hope all these in the forthcoming year, I obviate
as i say, for now, a good bye to the year 2008.

TWO HEARTS THAT USED TO BEAT AS ONE...

There was a time when two hearts used to beat as one
and each of their faces used to exude more than the sun.
Brought together by the union of fortune and destinty
they had decided to thread on the path set by serendipity.

There was a time when two hearts used to beat as one
and that too when they were bound by simple joys and fun.
In each other,they decided to place emphasis on trust
and lead life on the premise that love would conquer lust.

There was a time when two hearts used to beat as one
and they decided that they would outlive every season.
All that they did was to see every possible kind of dream
which they would drown with laughther and joyous scream.

There was a time when two hearts used to beat as one
who unexpectedly decided to part ways without a reason.
As it left each other emotionally strained and dry
each had to wonder,these had to happen to them, why.

A SEASON TO CHEER....

The time has come to feel happy and gay
as good tidings are out to come our way.
So, one and all, let us begin to usher
the season so that we heartily cheer.

Let us wish that one all, we see a smile
so that all our worries, we forget a while.
As we care for our loved ones who are near
let us remember that in this season, to cheer.

Some may use this time to make a new resolution
so that the next year, would go without apprehension.
Whatever their goals are, hope they are clear
as the new season, they are out to cheer.

At times, the forthcoming year, we may detest
as we know that all it does is to bring unrest.
Yet, for now, let us drive away all that fear
and with open arms, the season, let us cheer.

NIGHTS WITHOUT YOU...

As i sit alone and the cold wind blows and ruffles my hair
it also reminds that, from now, for me, there will no one there.
About these happenings, quite sometime back, I hardly knew
as i had never dreamt to spend nights without you.

To keep warm, all i had to do was to be locked in an embrace
as all my worries would go away by seeing the love on your face.
Yet even in my wildest dreams, i never had the slightest clue
that the time would come that i had to spend nights without you.

Every day, i would wake up to face what came as a new challenge
even if it meant friends and foes, a score on them, i had to avenge.
All that while, i thought that, confidence on each other grew
but now its like a farce as am spending nights without you.

Now to happenings around me, though i am becoming good as blind
the memories we shared are still not going away from my mind.
Time we spent together, i don’t know how, so fast they flew
which i ponder as i get ready to spend nights without you.

"CAN I JUST BE YOUR FRIEND"??

I knew that my relation was already in midst of a storm
and trying to win someone back, would end up causing harm.
So, when i thought that somehow, if i could've her till the end
all that she asked, to me, was whether "can i just be your friend"?

During our good days, of being together, we had always had a dream
which had extended from mere words to pages to many a ream.
When i asked answers to my questions, all that she did was to defend
and as the last option she asked, to me, whether "can i just be your friend"?

You wanted to get rid of me by giving an absurd answer
when i asked you as to why you think i cant see you suffer.
Maybe that was the resaon,each other, thought to send
and still ,to me, you want to know whether "can i just be your friend"?

God knows whether there are any persons, us, who’ll truly understand
that too, we go towards them,wihtout knowing antecedents beforehand.
At least for me, the regret is that, to none, my heart i can ever lend
to anyone and specially someone who once said "can i just be your friend"?

AS PAGES FROM MY DIARY I READ….

Though it is late in the night, I just can’t sleep
for I cant control my heart that is out to weep
as even now, in my life, for you, I have the need
as I think about you as pages from my diary I read.

Without your presence, I feel completely lost
as after loosing you, I have paid a huge cost.
Wish at times, I hadn’t shown so much of greed
which I come to know as pages from my diary I read.

I recollect, how, my feelings, to you, I went to show
what was in your mind, I wish I had tried to know
as for our relation to progress, I would’ve put the seed
which I properly didn’t do as pages from my diary I read.

As I come across the entry, when you decided to move on
I remember, like an orphan, then, I had felt suddenly all alone.
It would’ve been blood in the ink that would I was out to bleed
now once again I get to realize as pages from my diary I read.

PARADOX OF OUR TIMES....(Suggest a better title)

As a child when we are out to grow
there is one fact which we wont know
that the world out there and people are cruel
and somehow we've to face it as its vital.

Few of them may opine that their luck was bad
and all that they can do is to sulk and feel sad.
All one can do, for a fault, to blame both the parent
as could not be materialized those that weren’t latent.

In the mind would be a haunting thought and confusion
as to why one should undergo all this frustration.
When the world seems to be so very huge and wide
there is not a soul who, our needs can provide.

When one is a student and is devoted to study
the focus is to, for facing life,get ready.
When it doesn’t happen, in the dream that came
on happenings and others, we tend to blame.

At a later state of life,when we think to make a beginning
and that too in other's hopes and life,we start living
it hurts us when starts coming, in different ways, disparity
and becomes an obstacle towards commitment and felicity.

When all these and more can be seen daily and are true
it makes one wonder about all those and the many few
as due to these, from things in life,they've to move on
and repent and make ammends,oppurtunities might've gone.

One can hope that there will be some sort of consolation
that even if the whole world is full of trials and tribulation
something’s, between people never ever go to change
atelast for a long time, whatever may be the range.

THOSE INCOMING SMS BEEP..(SUGGEST A BETTER TITLE)

Whenever i used to feel lonely at night
and you, for a long time, i hadn’t got to sight
I would never think of going to sleep
if i had never heard from you through an incoming SMS beep.

My mind would always begin to worry
about if i had not told you a sorry.
Worries would slowly start to creep
and go only if i heard those incoming SMS beep.

As the messages, one by one, came
i would know that iam not to blame.
All these would make me, in joy, to leap
as i could sense an incoming message beep.

Alas, now as i look back at the past
sadly together with each other, we didn’t last.
I try hard, at times, not to let out a weep
as its been a long time that i've had an incoming SMS beep.

JUST "COME" ONTO ME...

The night is wild and you look so voluptuous
that i want to devour you as you are delicious.
The lust in your eyes, is what i want to always see
and so that whenever i want, just can "come" into me.

All my wildest cravings, I want only you to satisfy
as every time, i want to get a feeling of being high.
No one else can do it even if i were to pay a fee
and so that whenever i want, just can "come" into me.

I bend myself and hiss something naughty in your ear
and use it is a pretext for approaching you more near.
As you rub my back and bite me like a sting of a bee
It reminds me whenever i want, you can just "come" into me.

As i stealthily approach down towards your navel
it entices me so much that there is something to unravel.
I just feel to lift you and make it bend, your knee
and so that whenever i want, you can just "come" into me.

UNFULFILLED DREAMS.....

Those days when we were with each other
we thought in life, we had some future.
As a wish list that was there, night and day
and for it to happen,atleast, you used to pray.

At the outset itself, we knew that the path wasn't rosy
as we had to make sacrifices so that later it would be cozy.
In several ways, we had to endure many a different test
which had made our heart and mind feel a lot unrest.

People, by their demotivation, created a lot more harm
which made us feel that we had to face many a storm.
All these and more, we never knew beforehand
and somehow we had to make efforts to withstand.

Yet what all we envisaged, never saw their dawn
instead we decided that, from each other, we move on.
What was like a piece of cake for the rest and others
was doomed to be, for us, like an recurring curse.

Dreams, what all we saw, got crushed by fate
and distances, between us, were out to create.
The mind and the heart, is out to feel an ache
as till eternity, we couldn’t be for each other's sake.

WAS I JUST AN OPTION???

Among all those people i came across and knew
i had thought,love,i give, to you, that is true.
Apart from that when i had so much of devotion
it hurts thinking that for you, I was just an option.

As an individual, i held you in such high esteem
and leading life with you was always my dream.
Maybe i was never able to give you satisfaction
which made you consider me as just as an option.

I thought that forever, for me, you’ll be special
and to ensure that i took care of even the trivial.
What all i did, i wont ever have a justification
as it makes me think that for you,i was just an option.

Ever night and day, i find it as a bitter pill to swallow
as feelings like this, none, to me, will ever go to show.
Yet in my heart and in my ending, there’ll be one question
as to, for you, those days, was i meant to just be an option.

ODE TO A BUNDLE OF JOY…

Inspired by my cousin’s new born and the snaps in my album that I had in my mail-box which I felt it may complement the work..Moreover hadn’t written an ode from quite a long time

For every lady, motherhood is deemed to be an experience
as by giving life to another soul, it gives them some essence
that they too are a cause, to themselves and others, some joy
which now in the present, it doesn’t matter, if it’s a girl or boy.

Though like them, it may take a long time for the child to grow
all that the parents and relatives do is their love they can show.
From the Almighty’s side, it would be, at times, a sort of miracle
that seeing the child alive would’ve made tears of joys to trickle.

Apart from accepting the child as a gift by being pious
It is a time for all in the family to be happy and joyous.
For a long time, there would be a lot of gaiety and mayhem
as the child, then and forever, would mean a lot to them.

From the parent’s side, it is time for them to become responsible
as the new born, to various changes and ailments, maybe vulnerable.
Even if the ordeal may make them fret and fume for even a while
all this they would forget whenever they see it beam a smile.

Well, this evening outing left me with a feeling of awe
when my cousin’s new bundle of joy I got to saw.
For women, it is surely something that is a benediction
as they can always be a harbinger for the progress of civilization.

I SEE YOU IN MY DREAM..

You are always there in my every thought
as from a long time, it is you, i've sought.
At nights, incase a smile if i had to beam
its only because i would've seen you in my dream.

So much about you, my pen still goes to talk
as the journey of life, with you, i thought to walk.
All that i had planned has gone into many a ream
which sometimes, them and you,i see in my dream.

At times,we might've shred all our inhibition
and succumbed to the wildest of temptation.
I know that certain things would be like ice cream
as we would have basked ourselves in our dream.

Now that you have gone from me, far away
it is only memories that are with me to stay.
As whenever i wake up alarmed with out loud scream
only because i would have seen you in my dream.

WILL TRUE LOVE EVER REIGN???

Sometimes someone special, with us, wont ever belong
which would make us think that things for us will go wrong.
All efforts that one does all seem to go in vain
and make us wonder whether will true love ever reign.

Though one would want a solution that is mutually amicable
about the happenings, in and around,would make us terrible.
Yet on the mind, there would be such an enormous strain
and make us wonder whether will true love ever reign.

On something’s, one may start to loose hope and trust
as what all was there as dreams, seems to go bust.
To do something that is new, confidence one may not gain
and make us wonder whether will true love ever reign.

Apart from feeling one's efforts would turn out to be waste
lot of things in life including would start to lack in taste.
Being alive on this earth itself would be the biggest bane
and make us wonder whether will true love ever reign.

GOOD BYE MY MUSE…..

Those days, to my life, you were still new
and if I tell you now, you wont’ve a clue
as whenever about you, I used to just think
all I used to do was to my feelings, ink.

Even though I craved for your presence
I respected, every time, your silence.
So all that i used to do was to sit and write
without caring whether it was wrong or right.

My quill would never stop and ink wouldn’t dry
as themes would come even at nights when I would lie.
I saw you as someone with whom I could spend my life
apart from being with each other in joys and strife.

Alas, fate had plans that you, to time, I loose
and with that you ceased to be my only muse.
Hope one day, when you will, my works, you read
you will realize, how much of you, I had the need.

IS HONESTY REALLY THE BEST POLICY???

Time and again, there seems to be only one adage
that seems to have created, in mankind, a sort of rage
which must have baffled a miniscule few like me
whether in the present, is honesty really the best policy.

Trust I thought for everything in life would be vital
and hence thought it is better to be always loyal.
Despite that I wonder, especially when I don’t get glee
whether in the present, is honesty really the best policy.

At times, we may act as though, we’ve got a new lease
and go painting the town red and do what all we please.
Yet if we restrict ourselves as its something we cant see
still in the present, would honesty really the best policy.

To keep our loved ones happy, day in and out, we may toil
and to savour the rewards, nothing we would allow to spoil.
Yet if we fail to locate, for happiness, the ever elusive key
It makes us wonder whether in the present, is honesty really the best policy.

IS WAR THE ONLY OPTION???

Title inspired by this week’s OUTLOOK cover..

Lot of things that are happening at the present
would make any loyal citizen, about them, to resent.
Yet what is in the mind of the politicians of our nation
one wonders as they believe that war is the only option.

It looks like the whole machinery, they are out to derange
which actually, for a like a country like us, sound strange
as we were the people for whom was peace was a part of civilisation
and suddenly we think, offlate, that war is in the only option.

Our anger,on something or somebody, we may think to vent
but later may come a stage that we may have to repent.
Before comes the day wherein there is a belated realisation
let us contemplate whether war is the only option.

Hope our politicians start to be a lot more prudent and wise
as at the present, disturbing the equilibrium, wouldnt be nice.
Wisdom hope it dawns on them before happens any destructution
if they unfortunately decide that war is the only option.

“I WILL TELL YOU LATER”….

Of something, in the past, I didn’t have a cure
or about myself and the situation, I wasn’t sure
as whenever the talk came about the future
I would always exclaim “I’ll tell you later”!!

Those were the days I had someone as my own
and all that I wanted to do is tickle her funny bone.
Whenever for her queries, I didn’t want to answer
I would always exclaim “I’ll tell you later”!!

It was evident that we craved for each other’s presence
and yet I always wanted to leave an element of suspense.
May be it was just that I wanted to carry the topic further
which used to make me exclaim “I’ll tell you later”

Now that I look back as to what all, then, I did
makes me feel that then I must have been candid.
The fact she is gone and all that I do is ponder
that there wont be anything that “I’ll tell you later”.

AS WE BURY THE “CHILD”…

An innocent soul, we must haven’t allowed it to take birth
as before itself we must have known it wouldn’t give us mirth.
Now all that we can both do is to regret and feel sorry
as has come the time so that our “child” we bury.

Our relation, we tried hard to give it a name
now that I didn’t work, we have ourselves to blame.
But what is the use now as on ourselves we’ve to unleash the fury
as now is the time that our “child” we quickly think to bury.

May be for both, the present time, was too late
as by then unfortunately had taken over fate.
All that we had to do was to wonder why plans went awry
which we are wondering even now as our “child” we bury.

For both this ordeal has left us in a state that is worse
as was inevitable that the day came for us to “divorce”.
About each other, in future, let us never think to worry
and let us forget each other once our “child” we bury.

IS THERE ANY ONE WHO WILL REALISE MY WORTH??

In this world, among all those people, women and men
I may be considered as one such unique specimen
that will never get to know a lady on the face of this earth
who will ever understand me and my true worth.

Never will I allow another person like you to come near
even if it means there wont be anyone, for me, to cheer.
Yet there will be that regret that there is none to give mirth
as well as someone who will never understand me and my true worth.

May be I had done a lot of sin in my lives of the past
that now even an iota of happiness with me doesn’t last.
God must have decided something’s even before my birth
that there wont be anyone who will understand me and my true worth.

In life, I am sure that it will be difficult for me to able to move on
and I wont have a purpose, to impress someone, as I wake each dawn.
Over time, unhappiness will be the only thing that will be a girth
as there wont be anyone who will never understand me and my true worth.

ALAS…LOVE WAS NOT MY CUP OF TEA…..

A soul mate, for once, God, gave me a chance to pick
and so I went around, tried hard to find the most cherubic.
To her, I may have not told by going down on my knee
and that’s why I feel that love wasn’t going to be my cup of tea.

May be, I didn’t put efforts or go to show her my side of glam
and made her think that being with me would just be a sham.
That’s why she probably thought not to give me any glee
and now I repent that love wasn’t going to be my cup of tea.

Trust, we had decided, in our relation was going to be utmost vital
and seldom had I breached it as I didn’t want to make her lachrymal.
Still, now that it is still “I”,” you” and will never ever be a “WE”
makes me feel that love was never going to be my cup of tea.

Now, she wants to, from my life to go forever, far away
her memories, till eternity, will haunt and in my mind, stay.
To one answer, in my heart, I will always, forever, be at sea
as to why, love, for her, was not meant to be my cup of tea.

MY MAIL INBOX….

About a behaviour of mine, am out to get fox
as whenever I tend to open my personal inbox
I still feel to go through some of your old mail
though from a long time, contact we’ve curtail(ed).

Those days, you were more than an internet friend
and I used to wait for what all you used to send.
Though we used to be separated by many a mile
a read of those just used to make let out a smile.

Even though till then, I had never got to see your face
it was your mails used to console me through that phase.
Even now it gives me so much of nostalgia and pleasure
that then and now, a yardstick I wouldn’t get to measure.

The reality now, is that, to me, you are nowhere
and a tradition stopped which was in itself so rare.
All that I do now is to, about you, sit back and think
and works and not mails is what I can feel to ink.

THE “CHILD” THAT DIED….

The GOD who is supposed to reside above
decided on two mortals, he bestow some love.
But he made it clear that he wouldn’t give the reason why
as to the “child” they would have, would quickly die.

When both these mortals, together on this earth, came
but they couldn’t decide what, to give, their relation, a name.
All that they could sit was to back and heave a sigh
when the time came for their “child” to die.

What all they had planned to see as their mirth
was all cut short tragically after the “child’s” birth.
The lonely nights were for them to brood and cry
as by then, it was late and the “child” had to die.

Now all that is left is memories with each parent
and for all what happened, all they can do is lament.
as to why before they decided to, a knot, to tie
off all people, their “child” had to prematurely die.

MY INBOX….YOUR SMS’s….

Now that you are nowhere close and in sight
all that I can do is to sit back and do all night
to read all that you had sent as a message
which tells me how fast time has made its passage,

Those days your words used to make me feel endear
and made me feel that, though I was far, always near.
A message those days itself was enough to start flying
apart from what all we used to exchange as sweet nothing!!

What all, I hope you remember we used to SMS chat
as a topic used to be there with us at the drop of the hat.
Even though we had we were separated by many a mile
end of it, it just mattered if both our face let out a smile.

Though many days later, face to face, we finally met
the look we had on our faces, atleast, I can’t forget.
Atleast to keep in touch again it was going to be vital
as by then, “talking” through messages, had become a ritual.

After you went away and I look back, through the SMS, at the past
all of a sudden, it makes me feel what all I’ve incurred as a huge cost.
In your memory, my heart, now and then, all that it does is to cry
and all that the mind does is to bother, about all these, me with a WHY.

Since I cant count sheep, once again, one by one, your messages, I read
and curse myself why, then, I couldn’t convince you of how much I need.
Even though time has gone away and opportunities may be so very few
atleast before its late and memories fade away, let me tell I LOVE YOU.

AS MUMBAI BURNED….

As Mumbai burned, it reflected the government’s apathy
but as responsible citizens, let us show on others, empathy.

As Mumbai burned, it showed that politicians were akin to NERO
but atleast let us salute those who made a difference by being a hero.

As Mumbai burned, it makes us evident how the machinery was callous
but now is the time to understand that human life is something precious.

As Mumbai burned, it made one and all, the common man’s plight
but has come the time that we take up to terrorism, a fight.

As Mumbai burned, certain things came to light as a bitter lesson
but let us vow that those responsible undergo nothing less than treason.

As Mumbai burned, for people all over, it was a sort of a awakening
but to rebuild the city and the lost glory, let us make a beginning.

As Mumbai burned, it was necessary, which was maintained in us, unity
but let us realize that peace and harmony, at this juncture, is a necessity.

AN ONGOING SERENDIPITY….

SHE:

Someone who always lived by what all she saw in her dream
and who never understood why people didn’t understand her scream.
Emotional that she was and so could easily burst out and weep
as she waited, for life, to fall in place take a gigantic leap.

HE:

As an individual, there were lots that he had seen and done
but still a loner, as someone special, to call, there was none.
All that he pined was, even if it was for the slightest while
that there would be someone to listen to him and beam a smile.

TOGETHER NOW…:

Something divine made them, apparently come together
and quickly fate kept them, from each other, farther.
Perhaps it wants to see whether love they have is real
and hence make them undergo every possible ordeal.

TOGETHER LATER:

Even if time and opportunities were to take really very long
and if providence decides, to each other, they should belong
turning of days to weeks to months to years would never be late
as eventually both will come back in life to be each other’s mate.

WILL I GET BACK THE GAL I LOVED?

I don’t know why she is no longer in the mood
as all by herself, she wants to sit back and brood.
Offlate, when she has decided to lonely as a cloud
I want to know whether I’ll get back the gal I loved.

Her voice, has now, has become so very feeble
thinking about it makes me feel really terrible.
I pray that what she is going through, she is aloud
as I want to know whether I’ll get back the gal I loved.

So many things, about her, I wish I know beforehand
as if we were to lead life, all these I have to understand.
Just that I miss someone who always used to laugh out loud
and so I want to know whether I’ll get back the gal I loved.

She still is someone whom I want to call my own
and whatever happens, her company, I wont disown.
Before both decide that we both have to stand out in the crowd
I want to know whether I’ll get back the gal I loved.

MUSINGS IN REMORSE…

I know that I have caused you a lot of hurt
by acting in a manner that was really curt.
Though I know that I have behaved like an ingrate
an apology is all that I can ask before its too late.

It may look that I have committed a big crime
as I know u have done this blunder, many a time.
But now, has reached, to my heart, all the guilt
and my head ponders how, the wrong, I could tilt.

You may want to throw me in the recycle bin
and there, I will sit and repent for all my sin.
For having made you go through all that was gross
I guess, all that I can do is to repent and remorse.

Yet if you believe that forgiveness is an act divine
give it a thought even though I know I am a swine.
All that I beg of you to give me one more chance
by taking in consideration, in life, your stance.

My mind, of what all I did, won’t be at ease
and happiness and good luck, will start to cease.
Since, you, I have always considered as my own
I pray that you decide that me, you can condone.

WILL EACH OF US BE HAPPY WITH WHOM WE GET??

Parting one day, from each other’s lives, may be inevitable
and may leave each of us feeling that our fate was terrible.
Even if each other and memories we shared, we decide to forget
in life, will each of us be happy with whom we eventually get?

When we were together, just to give each other a share of cloud nine
we did certain things that some, even now, may deem as clandestine.
From our lives, in future, those things to repeat, even if we never let
in life, will each of us be happy with whom we eventually get?

Happenings around, no longer, we may think to share or cheer
and a day may come, when our voices, we may no longer hear.
Even if to lead independent lives somehow we have managed to let
in life, will each of us be happy with whom we eventually get?

At least I know that it is not the time to sit back and brood
and I must set right, on my own accord, for myself the mood.
Only one thought which will make me guilty and repeatedly upset
in life, will each of us be happy with whom we eventually get?

A BITTER PILL TO SWALLOW…

I cant understand why something’s in life I have to regret
such that I have to sit back and about them, regularly fret.
The fact that there will never be possible a tomorrow
makes me think that leading life is a bitter pill to swallow.

Ironically there wouldn’t be none to give me an iota of happiness
as by my work and persona, there wouldn’t be any one to get impress.
It hits me hard, that to move on, what all I may have to borrow
which makes me think that leading life is a bitter pill to swallow.

About me, I think that, on this earth, there cant be a bigger waste
as I allowed something’s to happen all by being in haste.
Feeling guilty about them may make me thin as a scarecrow
which makes me think that leading life is a bitter pill to swallow.

It will be a real long time to start taking things in stride
and till then, my feelings and fears, in front of all, I must hide.
God only knows when he will decide to give the happiness rainbow
which makes me think that leading life is a bitter pill to swallow.