.............WHERE IS DADDY?

Loosely inspired by "Looking for father" that i read on someone's blog ie http://indrsforever.blogspot.com..

Has turned, for us, the fortune's wheel
a dark secret, with with much difficulty, i conceal
which,whenever, junior,at home, is out to see
all that he asks me is "where is daddy"?

The blast took his life, i remember, that fateful day, so very swift
and junior and me, that day.had gone to see him off till the lift.
Father and son, in each other's company, had so much glee
which he still remembers and asks, "where is daddy"?

I new that my hubby is being taken care in heaven
and the lord will see that, our lives,here, will enliven.
Yet my voice chokes, when asked, by junior as to WHY
when i sob, to wipe it, as to "where is daddy"?

What is in store, i just cant say, for us
as i've to care for him, despite all the fuss.
Together in life, through joys and sorrows, i still may be
he ill still continue to ask "where is daddy"?

To settle down, i know, will take a lot while
and till then, for us, to beam a smile.
Yet junior will always be a part, forever, of me
so that he'll never have to ask "where is daddy"?